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Behind Me

I chose to flee from what’s behind me.

I’ve given my honor.

I’ve fulfilled several pledges.

I’ve even taken a jump off the edge.

In so much as the eye can see.

Into the deep abyss of charades and chivalry.

Too far for many to doubt the occasion.

I haven’t struggled without much persuasion.

Not the labels placed in front of me.

For me to choose 1, 2, 3.

I don’t belittle myself.

Or my intentions to act.

I’ve been handed an odd deck.

But I refuse to deal myself a deathly blow.

I know that I want to grow.

To be wrapped in the wealth that I create for me.

I want the chance to aspire to be.

What I what to be.

Not what others make of me.

Vexed to becoming a sleuth.

Don’t want anyone to make me out uncouth.

It makes no difference.

Should I not be able to see,

What lies ahead when it’s behind me.

Babbling of the Irrational Mind.

Fade To The Back

Shit happens.

I admit it.

There’s no need to spit it.

I can erase the pain on my face.

Though my heart is of another space.

I want to be around someone who is warm.

Not having to tolerate or conform.

It’s a standard that I’ve created.

And I hate when someone tries to feed it to me.

Let’s agree, life plays a part.

Making our faults the start to depart.

I work mercilessly with the time that I have.

Priorities constantly shift and are really a drab.

I’ve canceled a quest, for several a clue.

I know I have been paying dues.

Where I fail at visitation, I attempt communication.

Most times I reflect and am thankful of the memory that is stored.

Even for those who obsessively record.

It’s comforting to be with another similar creature.

Allow my spirit to be free and fine tune the frequency.

Be merrily along the way.

Instead you blew it away because you weren’t “feeling okay”.

I won’t show alarm, don’t want to harm, nor look like a clown either.

So I’ll do what neither of us really want to do.

I’ll cease and desist.

Reminisce later.

As of now I’ll fade into the background.

 

 

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Babbling of the Irrational Mind

Goodbye

You need to finish what you start.

It’s about what is emitting from the heart.

Upset dreams and goals grow thick.

The little-to-zero energy spent.

Is anything good enough change?

Could you further defile your brain?

Closure to the fatal sky.

I wonder what stories meant goodbye.

 

 

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Babbling of the Irrational Mind

Drunkard

A danger to your host.

A shadow from your grin.

You’re the one to complain when things start to spin.

Your character lost to ages past.

Meant to be some recollection of benign factors.

That’s a blast from the choir.

Should they choose to speak at all.

It chimes at the time for receptivity to fall.

Longing for the finished one.

The drunkard saunters below the pun.

 

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Babbling of the Irrational Mind.

Passion

Pursue your passion.

But my passion isn’t tangible.

Nor does it allow for bills to be paid.

Those who relish in love must find ways to strive to survive.

Self-esteem is teeming with antibodies.

My fulfillment can’t be seen.

Due to a lack of response.

I’ve slipped out past the guards.

Place myself within the grasps of lesser beasts.

 

Babbling of the Irrational Mind.

Summer’s Heat

What’s to become of this ordained summer?

Blasted in the heat.

Soaking in the sun.

The time is moving past the drum of my heart.

It was from the start I heard it.

Avoided it.

But grew to yearn it.

The sensation it’s engraved in my soul.

Blissfully hot.

Babbling of the Irrational Mind.

Father’s Thoughts

Fixed upon the cradling son.

I begin to think what has begun.

I nurtured this being.

Created its sum.

Its stories haven’t even begun.

Bound to craft his own material cause.

I wonder will he inherit my flaws.

Babbling of the Irrational Mind.